Me, myself and I.

In your eyes it I is I search myself
To see myself… to be myself
I felt all along it was you I did need
All this time, my waste, my plea

In retrospect and true reflection
It seems as though I starved affection
Space and time meant nought to you
To mine ownself I was not true

The lies, the hurt, the space between
My drug, my pill, my nicotine
Forgive me now for being naive
You’re now allowed your time to grieve

Sporadic outbursts of my obsession
A mask to hide the dark depression
When all of it was false and lies
In the end it is only I, I despise

Hate is such a powerful word
To say it now seems so absurd
Deceit is the far more powerful tool
With which to hurt and ridicule

I cannot hate you, would not know how
But all that concerns me is here and now
Past, present and future consolidated
Forget the history, its common rated

To the end it is, alone I will go
And with myself, I will know
I found that girl I longed to be
She was here all along, inside of me.

Author: Moonsomnia

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