Confusion.

Indecision plagues my every orifice
While the saltiness streams from the holes in my face
My heart now knows the way forward
It is my head that no longer agrees
I claw at each thought that makes itself known to me
Why do you taunt me like this?
Take all that I know and all that I wanted
Turn everything upside down and inside out
Unfiltered emotion weaved through the sinew
A vacant lot where my soul used to be
Confusion seems to reign
Where once you thought you were oh so sure
Tell me that you need me
The darkness will not stir
Say it like you mean it
I still wont turn off the light
Who I am seems not be good enough for you
Who I want to be is not who you want
What I have to give you
No longer sufficient
Blow me back
Like leaves in the wind
Wash me away
As the rain would the filth
Leave me to get back up again
As I have had to do over and over again
You are not the first to splinter me
You will not be the last
As long as you know
The damage you have caused
In light of the love you left me

Author: Moonsomnia

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